All thing mess up!!!

I have no idea for I update this blog..Might be..express my feeling..
I felt that is...empty,nothing for me right now..Why can we just never talk a day??Its not 1st time..A long way ago would be such a thing happened..Sometimes I feel, "I'm gonna leave this" "I have to quit"..so who fault??(don't know) Might be you..perhaps I??or both??

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Finally,you came..I think last time we meet up..We already told each other and we had that clear..I thought end of story with me and you..but now I seem..like the story is going to start again..and I'm really..I feel I'm afraid you..We had a little talk last time..I told you..I'm happy and I enjoy my life..But now I feel mess up with everything when you came..Actually you're not that effect me..but your speak..Is that anything I haven't said clearly??NO!!! I told you clearly..Just you never understand and like a child don't understand what I'm talking about..

This is a mess blog..coz is a different story..the 1st doesn't same with the second..is 2 story here..